well here i am again. and i have figured something out this evening... i still have a broken heart, however it isnt shattered, more like cracked in multiple places and missing some pieces. this makes my heart VERY fragile, and when people speak flippantly of things such as sleeping around, divorce, relationships, etc. those cracks are pushed and they continue to grow. my question is, "how have i been living with this and not realizing the problem?"